GIRL OF FREEDOM (oohfeisty) wrote in mode19,
GIRL OF FREEDOM
oohfeisty
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i've been losing sleep.

routines

she wakes up & searches for
excuses to think about him.
reasons to justify why every stranger she sees
has his curious eyes.

and systematically, she searches for distractions.
brief encounters & transient moments:
all causing her to forget for an
instant in time.

but every night it's a battle.

those moments prove false & worthless.
in the darkness, they don't matter.

she finds herself staring at the ceiling.
through her measured blinks,
she never fails to realize how increasingly difficult
it has become to miss something she never really had.

she can't sleep.
it's too late, it's too late, it's too late.

time to wake up & follow suit.

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routines

she wakes up & searches for excuses to think about him. reasons to justify why every stranger she sees has his curious eyes. and systematically, she searches for distractions. brief encounters & transient moments: all causing her to forget for an instant in time.

but every night it's a battle.

those moments prove false & worthless. in the darkness, they don't matter. she finds herself staring at the ceiling. through her measured blinks, she never fails to realize how increasingly difficult it has become to miss something she never really had. she can't sleep. it's too late, it's too late, it's too late.

time to wake up & follow suit.
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